Hai gaiz. sorry for the rambling. it's sunday and everything is boring on sundays. and i can't shut up.

It's just that was lurking on remusxsirius, looking at old posts and, you know what, the term "puppyshipper" fucking makes me gag.
not only because it's a bit too cutesy for my tastes and for the characters it refers to (wellll i do admit I likes me some MWPP-era fluff, and i'll probably get used to the word through sheer overuse but still), but also because i'm weird and (and all this rant comes from reading my own user info) i hate the word "puppy". it's at the top of my "hated words" list. (yes I have a list. I wrote it down one night at 4 am when i couldn't sleep. I also have one for favorite words. shut up). I don't like how it sounds, I don't even like how it looks. same with the spanish word. Which is even worse. I can't even type it- or even say it out loud D:

I'm not even not a dog person. At all. i don't even like my own dog (well, it's not mine mine. more like the family dog. whatever). and i think puppies are kind of annoying and not really that cute. there was a semi-exception the other day (semi- because it wasn't exactly a dog) on tv, where this guy was teaching a wolf cub to howl. OMG. me = puddle of goo.

also, my friend had her baby. It's (i mean, she's. for some reason i automatically think of babies as "it"s) um. tiny. and very red. and... has lots of hair. i went to visit her and when i got home from the hospital my mom asked me if she (ha, see! i remembered) was cute. my very eloquent and enthusiastic answer: "she's... a baby".

at least she was pretty quiet and only cried for like 10 seconds in the 2 and a half hours i was with my friend. i think i could even be convinced to hold her. Of course, i'll probably hold her like one holds an angry cat, but hey, it's something.

apparently photobukxet.com is a real URL? i stopped it before it could load, but now i want to see what it is (pure curiosity). it's probably just a typosquatting site :/


well look at that. i went from shipping to word-phobia to animals to babies to typos.

to make this entry more interesting, here's a cute gif.



FFFFFUCKKK I HATE SUNDAYS
IS IT CAN BE MONDAYS TIEM NAO PLEES
 
 

i just finished reading a gundam wing fanfic.

OH GOD NOSTALGIA. 1x2 4evarz.

man... i was in that fandom like... 5 years ago.
it had already gone down the shitter back then. or so they tell me.

i've been into zelda for longer, but that was before i became familiar with this here internets. i'm still newish because i didn't know zelda existed until my friend invited me over to her place to check out her n64. sup fred, i still remember joining your forum back in 2003. fond memories, dude.

i'm always late for this whole getting-into-new-fandoms thing. like with hp (that one happened so fast it's almost scary. i can't even remember how it happened and it was only a couple of months ago).



also i want a cat.

also also a snes appeared in my house and i don't know where it came from. probably one of my sisters brought it.

yaay super mario world
and donkey kong (it takes like 5 mintues to get that cartridge to work hahaha)

AND MARIO KART. oh god i suck at it now. i got my ass kicked by my sister and that is unacceptable.

and i'm pretty sure i heard my sis and her boyfriend playing sonic II on his ps2. SONIC. omggg i was like eleven years old and i was completely obsessed with those games. i even had my own mary sue character and everything. ahahaha it was so embarassing. i totally want to play again. i want to get the fucking chaos emeralds. my cousin always had to help me get them back then and he ended up doing all the job. i'm sure i could do it on my own now that i don't suck at videogames.

i hate my video classes
i hate my creative writing classes
(i hate it because i can't write)
i also hate that i can't write
actually i hate all my classes

i hate the word "puppies"
(it makes me want to hit things)

i don't really like puppies either
(i'm more of a cat person)

i hate babies
i hate not getting enough sleep
i hate that i'm ruining my eyesight
i hate lack of fic updates
i hate not having the motivation to do anyhting
i hate my hair

i hate that i can never type "remember" correctly the first time
(this is a recent discovery)

i have made a list of my favorite english words

when i try new foods i always smell them first

i compulsively bite the inside of my mouth

i have crooked fingers

my little toes are so tiny they're almost vestigial
(everyone thinks they're funny :( )

i got my wisdom teeth and i didn't even feel them

i've been drinking a lot of tea lately

i hide from my family when they come to my house
(even though i get along with all of them)

i stare at people too much



god my eyes hurt. i should stop.

five days left of vacations. trying to not think about impending collegedom.

well, i know i complain a lot about it, but there *are* parts of it that I enjoy. The problem is that the things I dislike outweigh the things I like. so, i'm only looking forward to a few classes.

also trying not to think about the possibility of having yet another nervous breakdown and failing art history III again. Not too worried about art theory snce I didn't fail that one because I suck (i am actually marginally good at that class when i make an effort), I failed it because I am a lazy shit who doesn't think manifestos are all that interesting.

what am i doing in art school then? weeelllll.


art history ;_;
i think i'll have to change the way i draw so they don't make me research dadaism again (don't know where my prof got THAT one from). if they do I will scream+tear my hair out+throw myself from the highest balcony i can find.

that could probably be considered a very dada thing to do.


but, I will make an effort this year! cause the last one started badly (i missed the first two days of class because of my monumental stupidity) and only got worse as the months passed, and i'd like to get decent amounts of sleep and keep my sanity.

okay so i haven't finished twilight princess yet but i'm going to be a horrible fangirl and go on a tl;dr rambling anyway.

( usually i don't give a shit about spoilers but this time i'm being CONSIDERATE ahaha whatever. )

speaking of sheikah... i think i may have some fanart... why yes. here. http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/45180738/


also i need some icons of this game. :(

You know, I'm too used to using english on the internet. Using spanish feels very weird. Sometimes it almost feels like it's my second language.

It's making me think in english a lot for some reason, too. Hahah. Using spanish names for files, picture titles, etc? Hard to do. I can't even read fanfiction in spanish, I swear. It's just so embarrassing and bizarre to me (although some of you could argue that reading fanfic in any language is bizarre and embarrassing, ahah). It's just... wrong, to me.



Pensamientos antes de irme a acostar.

bla bla, weas raras, etc.
Y eso.

I'm going to bed.